“I will remember your small room, the feel of you, the light in the window, your records, your books, our morning coffee, our noons, our nights, our bodies spilled together, sleeping, the tiny flowing currents, immediate and forever, your leg, my leg, your arm, my arm, your smile and the warmth of you who made me laugh again.”—Charles Bukowski (via bluelunchbox)
A sad thing about the world today is that pizza lunchables don’t come with those little red sticks for sauce spreading anymore, kids were probably eating them or something because they are idiots. Also, the actual pizza crusts are smaller but c’est la vie. The stick thing is more sad though, because after I ate the pizzas I would mix the leftover cheeses together with the leftover sauce and eat them like cheese spaghetti and kids these days won’t get to do that, unless their moms are packing spoons in their lunches because maybe they have pudding too and hopefully it’s not tapioca.
“Sometimes when I’m brushing my teeth, I’ll look in the mirror and I swear my reflection seems kind of disappointed. I realized a couple of years ago that not only am I not super-skilled at anything, I’m not even particularly good at being myself.”—Charles Yu, How to Live Safely in a Science Fictional Universe (via bunkercomplex)
I think need to work on consuming alcohol in a normal way. I go from “Hey cool I’m a little tipsy” to “HOW MUCH ALCOHOL CAN I PUT IN MY BODY WITHOUT DYING” in like 30 minutes and I feel like that is not good at all. As a result my day has been spent sleeping until three, sitting at the bottom of my shower for 45 minutes and finally getting the energy to feed myself at 7 pm. I need to be an adult and not a teenager that pukes on her feet in her parents’ basement!