“I knew that if I said a single word, I would burst into tears, as I always did, always had, my entire life, whenever anything difficult had to be discussed. It always was too scary; a threat I had felt since childhood that at any moment a relationship might disappear with a poof because of something little I had done or said.”
Do you know how it felt to have to pretend I didn’t know the things you told me when we were alone
“You tried to change, didn’t you? Closed your mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less volatile, less awake…You can’t make homes out of human beings. Someone should have already told you that.”
I have an 8 hour drive on Saturday and then again next Saturday. Somebody make me a playlist.
I wanna be around a cute boy that I like when he gets diarrhea. That’s the dream.